that's intriguing! and also very hot! Aphelios' breath hitches, a moment, fingers stilling inside of her -- maybe it is okay to keep going. to push forward, for more than this.
it's with a great reluctance that he does slide those fingers out, just get enough space between them to sign; ]
[ when he pulls them out again she makes a low noise of disappointment, drawing back to see what's wrong-- oh, he's signing?
It doesn't parse, for a moment, what he's asking. And then it manages to permeate that cloud of lust all at once, running hot-- cold-- hot anxiety-excitement-confusion through her veins and to her face, cheeks darkly colored but eyes worried.
He wants... that?? No, of course he does, why shouldn't he? Isn't that normal for people in a relationship? They're not in a relationship though, not really; if anything she'd just fallen in between Aphelios and Sett by complete accident and for some reason they were okay with that. Sure, people do this for fun all the time, maybe Aphelios does back home and this is normal for him but it's far from that for her. Is she wrong for feeling like it's too soon? Something in her wants him, too, whatever that means. She's not one of their groupies, though. She hopes he doesn't see her that way. He said he liked her. Does he? Wanted her. Only like this? He's being a little bit of an asshole, she thinks, and regrets it instantly. He's been good to her. Kind. Taken care of her and worried about her even only knowing her a couple of days. Can she repay him back, with something like this? Is this even enough to show the depth of her appreciation? Would he accept that? Will it hurt? Perhaps worse, would it feel good?
She pulls her hand away from his dick, wondering when this sort of thing became such a difficult choice. ]
[ at the question he tips his head. he can't imagine why she would ask if he wants to fuck her, so... maybe it's about the condom specifically? there wasn't really any other birth control that he could see so that just seemed safest... and cleanest, to be honest, thinking about the stains they had to take care of before.
But he would really rather be clear on it. so he signs back at her. ]
Stares at him for a moment. The misunderstanding is so stupid but of course he's thinking something like that. It's really absurd. Something holding those stressful thoughts in check snaps.
She just starts to laugh, her breath hiccuping with a slight sob. ]
[ he - - frowns, light, rubbing just under her eye with his thumb. He can't really sign like this but he can nod, understanding. he can't imagine exactly what she feels in this situation but... he saw how she acted before with him and Sett.
he wants to ask if she's okay with - - well, the step he was implying, but he doesn't want to stop touching her either. he'll wait a moment, seeing if she has more to say, or ask. ]
[ goes very red, of course, and carefully reaches down to set both of her hands against his hips. ]
I-- do...
[ thought she kind of says it like she's not sure she's allowed. She's been asking herself this a lot today-- what does she want? Is it okay to want this? Was it okay to want Sett's fingers and mouth on her? If not now, when? Did it matter?
After a beat, she looks back up at him. ]
... If-- If I'd said no, or "maybe next year", would you have waited...?
[ there's a palpable relief at that, and she leans into the kisses needily, desperate for that warmth. But she reads his hands when he talks, her cheeks flushed. ]
It has been fun...
[ she can't deny that, despite her reservations and anxieties. She looks over his shoulder at the pile of stuff on his floor. ]
she blushes pretty deeply too because, yknow, it's not like she hasn't seen enough anime to Get The Idea. not to mention, yknow, certain pieces of classical art. She carefully glances at Phel's face though, noting the blush with... some surprise? as she curls her fingers around it, softly squishing them in. ... they're certainly more muscular than the ones on Tartaglia's dragon form... ]
[ - - Aphelios covers his mouth for a moment, as if surprised himself the degree to which he CAN feel it. he nods, the second tentacle tip shifting as if with a mind of its own to skim her arm. ]
[ She-- stiffens, uneasily, but lets the tentacle smooth over her skin, watching them carefully. It raises goosebumps along her, the weirdly.. almost velvety texture, the way the outer layer of skin slides over the muscular core.
It's freaking her out a little bit, tense, but there's enough color in her face to make that unease a little-- complicated...? At least until she shudders, shaking that arm a little and letting it go. ]
[ Aphelios nods - - honestly she handled that better than expected - - and the tentacles don't disappear but they do pull back. he brings his hands to her hips, thumbing at them gently, before he lifts them to sign again - - ]
[ STOP MAKING HER THINK ABOUT CHOICES... CAN'T YOU JUST THROW HER DOWN OR SOMETHING... which she knows is a frankly insane thought but the Choice is making her a little crazy, too. How would she know what positions she prefers... what is she supposed to prefer? What do women with real experience like?
She leans into his touch a little and-- she's already made him wait so long, it feels... Cruel? to make him also go through the trouble of getting into bed with her, when they could just... oh, but she's so nervous. She's so tense with it. Isn't she supposed to relax?
She hesitates, just making a noncommittal noise as she scoots forward and (with GREAT bravery, please praise her) angles to rub the length of him up along her lips instead of just going for it entirely. Even cooled off a bit emotionally she's still fairly slick but more importantly she's very, very warm, and the action makes her shudder atop him. ]
[ look he's a monster. he's trying to be nice in the worst way possible.
what she's chosen is a good start, though - - her rubbing up slick against him, and even through the condom it feels amazing. he hisses, rocks, pushing up against her, cock hard as it pushes against her folds, providing that friction. he rolls his hips - - not aiming to press inside her yet but getting her used to the feeling, aiming to get her worked back up again, using a hold on her hips to help with the motion. ]
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that's intriguing! and also very hot! Aphelios' breath hitches, a moment, fingers stilling inside of her -- maybe it is okay to keep going. to push forward, for more than this.
it's with a great reluctance that he does slide those fingers out, just get enough space between them to sign; ]
"Condom?"
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It doesn't parse, for a moment, what he's asking. And then it manages to permeate that cloud of lust all at once, running hot-- cold-- hot anxiety-excitement-confusion through her veins and to her face, cheeks darkly colored but eyes worried.
He wants... that?? No, of course he does, why shouldn't he? Isn't that normal for people in a relationship? They're not in a relationship though, not really; if anything she'd just fallen in between Aphelios and Sett by complete accident and for some reason they were okay with that. Sure, people do this for fun all the time, maybe Aphelios does back home and this is normal for him but it's far from that for her. Is she wrong for feeling like it's too soon? Something in her wants him, too, whatever that means. She's not one of their groupies, though. She hopes he doesn't see her that way. He said he liked her. Does he? Wanted her. Only like this? He's being a little bit of an asshole, she thinks, and regrets it instantly. He's been good to her. Kind. Taken care of her and worried about her even only knowing her a couple of days. Can she repay him back, with something like this? Is this even enough to show the depth of her appreciation? Would he accept that? Will it hurt? Perhaps worse, would it feel good?
She pulls her hand away from his dick, wondering when this sort of thing became such a difficult choice. ]
... Do you-- want to?
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But he would really rather be clear on it. so he signs back at her. ]
"I don't mind if you don't want to use one."
[ this is clearly the crux of the issue here. ]
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Stares at him for a moment. The misunderstanding is so stupid but of course he's thinking something like that. It's really absurd. Something holding those stressful thoughts in check snaps.
She just starts to laugh, her breath hiccuping with a slight sob. ]
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Aphelios lifts his dry hand up to touch her face, concern plain on his own. is she ok?? ]
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N-no, no, I'm sorry, it's okay, I just--
[ he wants her. Right? He likes her, she can trust him? Maybe she can trust him. Maybe being honest is okay, here...? Ahh, it's scary. But...
She's still smiling a bit though she's dried her damp eyes, but she doesn't look at him when she speaks, instead gently covering his hand with hers. ]
... I'm sorry. I got-- scared. Before.
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he wants to ask if she's okay with - - well, the step he was implying, but he doesn't want to stop touching her either. he'll wait a moment, seeing if she has more to say, or ask. ]
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But, ]
... I'm sorry. If I've made this too...
...
You'd-- go slow. Right?
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"Of course.
I don't want to scare you."
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[ exhales, doing her best to force a little more confidence. ]
It's scary no matter what! I've never done this before! But I-- I just.
... I want you to-- be happy, with me. I want you to know that I care about you. So if this helps-- If you actually... want me, I want you too.
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[ Aphelios signs without a hint of shame. ]
"But I only want this if you want it too."
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I-- do...
[ thought she kind of says it like she's not sure she's allowed. She's been asking herself this a lot today-- what does she want? Is it okay to want this? Was it okay to want Sett's fingers and mouth on her? If not now, when? Did it matter?
After a beat, she looks back up at him. ]
... If-- If I'd said no, or "maybe next year", would you have waited...?
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[ it's signed without hesitation. he leans forward - - kisses her cheeks, brief, before he can pull back to sign again. ]
"There's lots of things I want to do with you. Not just this.
But sex is really fun."
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It has been fun...
[ she can't deny that, despite her reservations and anxieties. She looks over his shoulder at the pile of stuff on his floor. ]
... Where'd you put them? The-- condoms.
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sorry Valencia because there's an octopus tentacle sprouting from his back so he can lean over and fish for the box of condoms. ]
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[ makes a weak noise, eyes wide ]
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sees her face
Oh.
signs to her : ]
"Sorry. You don't like them?"
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[ as if to prove they're fine. She gently grabs one. Doubles as distracting her from watching him open a condom, frankly. ]
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blushes, when she grabs a tentacle. it curls around her hand. it's warm and dry despite the appearance of it. ]
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she blushes pretty deeply too because, yknow, it's not like she hasn't seen enough anime to Get The Idea. not to mention, yknow, certain pieces of classical art. She carefully glances at Phel's face though, noting the blush with... some surprise? as she curls her fingers around it, softly squishing them in. ... they're certainly more muscular than the ones on Tartaglia's dragon form... ]
... You can feel that?
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It's freaking her out a little bit, tense, but there's enough color in her face to make that unease a little-- complicated...? At least until she shudders, shaking that arm a little and letting it go. ]
O-okay. Okay... that's enough...
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"What position do you prefer for this?"
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She leans into his touch a little and-- she's already made him wait so long, it feels... Cruel? to make him also go through the trouble of getting into bed with her, when they could just... oh, but she's so nervous. She's so tense with it. Isn't she supposed to relax?
She hesitates, just making a noncommittal noise as she scoots forward and (with GREAT bravery, please praise her) angles to rub the length of him up along her lips instead of just going for it entirely. Even cooled off a bit emotionally she's still fairly slick but more importantly she's very, very warm, and the action makes her shudder atop him. ]
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