[ he - - frowns, light, rubbing just under her eye with his thumb. He can't really sign like this but he can nod, understanding. he can't imagine exactly what she feels in this situation but... he saw how she acted before with him and Sett.
he wants to ask if she's okay with - - well, the step he was implying, but he doesn't want to stop touching her either. he'll wait a moment, seeing if she has more to say, or ask. ]
[ goes very red, of course, and carefully reaches down to set both of her hands against his hips. ]
I-- do...
[ thought she kind of says it like she's not sure she's allowed. She's been asking herself this a lot today-- what does she want? Is it okay to want this? Was it okay to want Sett's fingers and mouth on her? If not now, when? Did it matter?
After a beat, she looks back up at him. ]
... If-- If I'd said no, or "maybe next year", would you have waited...?
[ there's a palpable relief at that, and she leans into the kisses needily, desperate for that warmth. But she reads his hands when he talks, her cheeks flushed. ]
It has been fun...
[ she can't deny that, despite her reservations and anxieties. She looks over his shoulder at the pile of stuff on his floor. ]
she blushes pretty deeply too because, yknow, it's not like she hasn't seen enough anime to Get The Idea. not to mention, yknow, certain pieces of classical art. She carefully glances at Phel's face though, noting the blush with... some surprise? as she curls her fingers around it, softly squishing them in. ... they're certainly more muscular than the ones on Tartaglia's dragon form... ]
[ - - Aphelios covers his mouth for a moment, as if surprised himself the degree to which he CAN feel it. he nods, the second tentacle tip shifting as if with a mind of its own to skim her arm. ]
[ She-- stiffens, uneasily, but lets the tentacle smooth over her skin, watching them carefully. It raises goosebumps along her, the weirdly.. almost velvety texture, the way the outer layer of skin slides over the muscular core.
It's freaking her out a little bit, tense, but there's enough color in her face to make that unease a little-- complicated...? At least until she shudders, shaking that arm a little and letting it go. ]
[ Aphelios nods - - honestly she handled that better than expected - - and the tentacles don't disappear but they do pull back. he brings his hands to her hips, thumbing at them gently, before he lifts them to sign again - - ]
[ STOP MAKING HER THINK ABOUT CHOICES... CAN'T YOU JUST THROW HER DOWN OR SOMETHING... which she knows is a frankly insane thought but the Choice is making her a little crazy, too. How would she know what positions she prefers... what is she supposed to prefer? What do women with real experience like?
She leans into his touch a little and-- she's already made him wait so long, it feels... Cruel? to make him also go through the trouble of getting into bed with her, when they could just... oh, but she's so nervous. She's so tense with it. Isn't she supposed to relax?
She hesitates, just making a noncommittal noise as she scoots forward and (with GREAT bravery, please praise her) angles to rub the length of him up along her lips instead of just going for it entirely. Even cooled off a bit emotionally she's still fairly slick but more importantly she's very, very warm, and the action makes her shudder atop him. ]
[ look he's a monster. he's trying to be nice in the worst way possible.
what she's chosen is a good start, though - - her rubbing up slick against him, and even through the condom it feels amazing. he hisses, rocks, pushing up against her, cock hard as it pushes against her folds, providing that friction. he rolls his hips - - not aiming to press inside her yet but getting her used to the feeling, aiming to get her worked back up again, using a hold on her hips to help with the motion. ]
[ fortunately it's pretty easy to get her worked up again-- mostly because once Aphelios gets going she's completely enamored with his expression, eyes wide and her cheeks dark. The hiss, the way he instantly moves against her, his hands on her hips; she follows his lead, shivering, her own hands curling over his arm and shoulder to help with that leverage.
The feeling is something else too-- smooth and firm against her slit, thicker and less intent than the press of his fingers when it slides easily over her clit. Her mind briefly laments the lack of skin friction, what if NO condom, before she has to mentally beat that back as absolutely fucking insane no we will NOT be doing that you horny monster.
She breathes a bit heavily, but after a moment-- and maybe more nervously than she really intended-- she presses in to kiss his lips. ]
[ Aphelios kisses back readily, eager and firm to counter act her nervousness - - groans, raw and rough against her mouth as she presses against him. it would be easy to angle himself just a little differently, to push all the way inside of her in one solid thrust, but - - he resists that urge.
instead, he drops his hand down between them, holding his cock - - bracing it so the tip presses against her, and just that tip sinks inside. he doesn't pull her down onto it, doesn't push more - - his eyes flick to watch hers for any discomfort. ]
The kiss was lovely enough that she'd almost forgotten, the heat of his mouth reassuring and solid against hers. So when he presses against her entrance she goes stock still for a second, like-- right. Right, we're doing this.
She's still got good leverage, holding his shoulder. She's-- embarrassed, more than anything, that Phel is still caring so much. So she hides her face against his shoulder and just urges her hips down, sinking more of him into her and marveling at the feeling. It's not so different from fingers. It's totally incomparable to fingers. It aches-- in a good way, a painful way, an INCREDIBLY good way and oh, god, she was right. Liking it is worse than being scared of it hurting. She wants him.
She opens her mouth to say something, but all that comes out is a breathless whine. ]
[ he can't sign to ask if she's okay, so - - he just has to watch her, trust if that she's uncomfortable she'll tell him. his breath is rough, and when she opens her mouth he kisses the edge of it, over to the line of her jaw. she feels amazing - - it's hard not to push up and sink as deep as he can in her but he wants to make sure she's more than ready for it.
so it's steady, the pace at which he pulls, lets gravity do most of the work - - inch by inch into her, his breath hissing out of him. ]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Aphelios lifts his dry hand up to touch her face, concern plain on his own. is she ok?? ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
N-no, no, I'm sorry, it's okay, I just--
[ he wants her. Right? He likes her, she can trust him? Maybe she can trust him. Maybe being honest is okay, here...? Ahh, it's scary. But...
She's still smiling a bit though she's dried her damp eyes, but she doesn't look at him when she speaks, instead gently covering his hand with hers. ]
... I'm sorry. I got-- scared. Before.
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
he wants to ask if she's okay with - - well, the step he was implying, but he doesn't want to stop touching her either. he'll wait a moment, seeing if she has more to say, or ask. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
But, ]
... I'm sorry. If I've made this too...
...
You'd-- go slow. Right?
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
"Of course.
I don't want to scare you."
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
[ exhales, doing her best to force a little more confidence. ]
It's scary no matter what! I've never done this before! But I-- I just.
... I want you to-- be happy, with me. I want you to know that I care about you. So if this helps-- If you actually... want me, I want you too.
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
[ Aphelios signs without a hint of shame. ]
"But I only want this if you want it too."
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
I-- do...
[ thought she kind of says it like she's not sure she's allowed. She's been asking herself this a lot today-- what does she want? Is it okay to want this? Was it okay to want Sett's fingers and mouth on her? If not now, when? Did it matter?
After a beat, she looks back up at him. ]
... If-- If I'd said no, or "maybe next year", would you have waited...?
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
[ it's signed without hesitation. he leans forward - - kisses her cheeks, brief, before he can pull back to sign again. ]
"There's lots of things I want to do with you. Not just this.
But sex is really fun."
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
It has been fun...
[ she can't deny that, despite her reservations and anxieties. She looks over his shoulder at the pile of stuff on his floor. ]
... Where'd you put them? The-- condoms.
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
sorry Valencia because there's an octopus tentacle sprouting from his back so he can lean over and fish for the box of condoms. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
[ makes a weak noise, eyes wide ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
sees her face
Oh.
signs to her : ]
"Sorry. You don't like them?"
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
[ as if to prove they're fine. She gently grabs one. Doubles as distracting her from watching him open a condom, frankly. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
blushes, when she grabs a tentacle. it curls around her hand. it's warm and dry despite the appearance of it. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
she blushes pretty deeply too because, yknow, it's not like she hasn't seen enough anime to Get The Idea. not to mention, yknow, certain pieces of classical art. She carefully glances at Phel's face though, noting the blush with... some surprise? as she curls her fingers around it, softly squishing them in. ... they're certainly more muscular than the ones on Tartaglia's dragon form... ]
... You can feel that?
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
It's freaking her out a little bit, tense, but there's enough color in her face to make that unease a little-- complicated...? At least until she shudders, shaking that arm a little and letting it go. ]
O-okay. Okay... that's enough...
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
"What position do you prefer for this?"
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
She leans into his touch a little and-- she's already made him wait so long, it feels... Cruel? to make him also go through the trouble of getting into bed with her, when they could just... oh, but she's so nervous. She's so tense with it. Isn't she supposed to relax?
She hesitates, just making a noncommittal noise as she scoots forward and (with GREAT bravery, please praise her) angles to rub the length of him up along her lips instead of just going for it entirely. Even cooled off a bit emotionally she's still fairly slick but more importantly she's very, very warm, and the action makes her shudder atop him. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
what she's chosen is a good start, though - - her rubbing up slick against him, and even through the condom it feels amazing. he hisses, rocks, pushing up against her, cock hard as it pushes against her folds, providing that friction. he rolls his hips - - not aiming to press inside her yet but getting her used to the feeling, aiming to get her worked back up again, using a hold on her hips to help with the motion. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
The feeling is something else too-- smooth and firm against her slit, thicker and less intent than the press of his fingers when it slides easily over her clit. Her mind briefly laments the lack of skin friction, what if NO condom, before she has to mentally beat that back as absolutely fucking insane no we will NOT be doing that you horny monster.
She breathes a bit heavily, but after a moment-- and maybe more nervously than she really intended-- she presses in to kiss his lips. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
instead, he drops his hand down between them, holding his cock - - bracing it so the tip presses against her, and just that tip sinks inside. he doesn't pull her down onto it, doesn't push more - - his eyes flick to watch hers for any discomfort. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
The kiss was lovely enough that she'd almost forgotten, the heat of his mouth reassuring and solid against hers. So when he presses against her entrance she goes stock still for a second, like-- right. Right, we're doing this.
She's still got good leverage, holding his shoulder. She's-- embarrassed, more than anything, that Phel is still caring so much. So she hides her face against his shoulder and just urges her hips down, sinking more of him into her and marveling at the feeling. It's not so different from fingers. It's totally incomparable to fingers. It aches-- in a good way, a painful way, an INCREDIBLY good way and oh, god, she was right. Liking it is worse than being scared of it hurting. She wants him.
She opens her mouth to say something, but all that comes out is a breathless whine. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
so it's steady, the pace at which he pulls, lets gravity do most of the work - - inch by inch into her, his breath hissing out of him. ]
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!
Re: day 7 nsfw overflow... 2!