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[vitainmorte]

Hello, this is Cypress. If you leave me a message I will get back to you as quickly as possible.

Thank you, have a good day.

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Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

If... if I try to-- think of things like that...

[ she pauses, and sets a hand over her chest. ]

... my chest hurts, and my head hurts, and I feel... sick. Things like... after this place, and getting old... it's terrifying.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

[he doesn't say anything

he stands up, and sits on the edge of the bed]

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

[ watches him,

... and just takes in a shuddering breath, bowing her head again. ]

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

[after a moment]

When was the last time you purchased a memory?

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

... a while ago.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

When do you intend to purchase another?

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

[ when pepper fucking write them ]

... I can-- get more soon.

1/3

[mourningson]

[ganba

he nods, staring idly at part of the room where the floor and wall meet]

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

[DEEP BREATH]

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

Let's pretend this conversation never happened. You are clearly uncomfortable with the subject. I must be in need of rest, too, since I am out of my wit to even suggest or consider this topic at all.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

... no, it doesn't work that way. We can't just pretend it never happened.

[ a long pause, before closing her eyes and taking a deep breath of her own. ]

I think... talking about difficult things is-- important, to a long-lasting relationship, and necessary, even if we both do not want to. There are many, many things I am uncomfortable with, and I... hope it gets better. With you.

But I cannot say I am not also... exhausted, by it. So I can't complain if you would rather I go, so you can properly rest.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

...it is for the better we do not bring it up again.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

[ oh.

She falls silent, and bows her head with a tiny nod. ]

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

...I truly do not deserve anything as nice as a future, so we are at a standstill either way.

But I digress.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[vitainmorte]

[ quiet, for a long moment. ]

If that's the case, then... we should... be together. Maybe not for "the future", but-- ... something... ahead of us.

I think... that's okay. Even if we don't deserve it.

Re: day 353, morning after the game

[mourningson]

[considers that quietly for a moment]

I suppose its fitting, given my own goals and your—situation.