Gambler; And my head, heart, and feelings were not where they should have been either. I was driven mad on death, but that doesn’t entirely excuse the things I said, which is why I wanted to apologize.
I don’t blame you for what you did. Even if you weren’t ‘mad’ you still had to endure seeing your teammates fall, which couldn’t have been easy. It would definitely be hard to be okay after that.
Do you really think that’s what I think of you, and that I would want to say any of that again? I really hope not… but I know I hurt you deeply too, Valencia, and I wouldn’t have reached out if I didn’t think it was worth apologizing.
Re: Day Carnival, later that night or something
I don’t blame you for what you did. Even if you weren’t ‘mad’ you still had to endure seeing your teammates fall, which couldn’t have been easy. It would definitely be hard to be okay after that.
Do you really think that’s what I think of you, and that I would want to say any of that again? I really hope not… but I know I hurt you deeply too, Valencia, and I wouldn’t have reached out if I didn’t think it was worth apologizing.